Happy NEW YEar !!!

Wishing everyone a better year 2009..My New year eve and new year day was bad. I didn't celebrate it at all. B4 hand, me and my other half plan to celebrate it 2gether but it turns out he have better plan with his family. F..... him. He didn't even bother to come and see me ( his sister hse is just 10 min drive from mine). Even on the 1st day of new year, they went for a picnic & have a jolly good time. again, he didn't call me. They continue and his sis hse. How bad can it become? I know, i hate & love him but i guess i hate him more and that point. Gosh....how i wish i can just chunck him aside.... i have not really forgive him for that...tho m on talking terms wif him od. Why can't he be a man? M tired of being 2nd in this relationship. I know m not his priority anymore.... Than the ig question is: should i marry him?